I realized that like a bad writer, or mean sadist, I had left out the best part in my previous post, the part that climaxes, and the part that makes this worth talking about (to me.)
The what exactly makes me hard over what the author had written in that article that raised so much ire, and yet something behind it all spoke to me.
As we all should agree that a slave is her Masters property, and has no rights other then the privileges granted by her Master, and the slave consents, surrenders and submits completely, voluntary and unconditional when accepting her Masters collar, then a Master may do with his slave as he alone sees fit, according to his wants and needs, as well as his values, principles and beliefs. The Master has the final decision in all matters and issues within this power structure. Once a slave has accepted her Masters collar and consented to be his total and unconditional slave, no further consent is needed or required. (from here)
That the ideal of such a total commitment, such a complete and utter surrender, just smashes nearly every erotic button I have, with the sheer possibilities of what could be.
That when I see the small ways that angie surrenders, especially when I know she has to surrender her wants, what she would do, that she’s got to put aside her preferences, that just gets me going.
When I see her kneeling in position during our ritual, that small thing between us that in some moments, we both feel this huge powerful thing and it’s dark, it’s hot, it’s bigger than the Universe and we are just sailing in the middle of it.
When I have my hand in her hair, teeth on her neck.
When I see her offer up the results of what she’s committed to doing, and she exceeds anything I could have expected.
When my boot is on her head, she’s kissing the soles because just for that moment, I want to put her THERE and me HERE and revel in the indulgence of making another human being do this.
When I know that we’ve lived the past 11 years in search of, and having those perfect moments of where that unconditional surrender has turned into an unconditional love that we could only feel by doing exactly this.
That. All that. And more. That’s what makes this all worth it, and at the end, that’s why that goddamn article made me hard.